Days Without God

 Day 1

I'd say this is about where it started
Though I don't think I ever
Ever
Noticed anything missing...
Noticed anything wrong
But everything was wrong

Day 2

Doing everything
Anything
Just to stop
Pushing forward, holding on, trying desperately to keep up
Doing it all to show everyone
Nothing's changed
I'm still me without you
But you're still not here

Day 3

Starting to feel a little lost now
I don't know who I am
When you're not here to tell me
I don't know what to do
When you're not here to tell me
I hate being around other people
I always wonder if
They wonder if
I miss you
If they think
It's weird to see me alone

Day 4
Got tired of waiting for you to show up
Got tired of feeling like I can't
Got tired of pausing at the end of every
Period
To wait for you to tell me
"You did good."
Got up
Went out
By myself
Didn't even care
Didn't even miss you

Day 5 

 Didn't think about you a single time
That's a lie
Maybe I briefly wondered where you were
Maybe I briefly wondered...
If you heard what I said last night
If you thought about me at all

Day 6

Finally thought I had gotten on with it
Decided to live the rest of my life without you
Realized that I didn't need you
But just a few words
Just a few thoughts
And here I am
All the way back
Back
Back
Back at the very beginning

I'd say this is about where it started
Though I don't think I ever
Ever
Noticed anything missing...
Noticed anything wrong
But everything was wrong